Madness
In the past I’ve noted that I have a problem with controlling my anger. I often attempt to manage it by not speaking or ignoring the whole situation.
I equate my anger to madness because it really is madness. I have almost caused deaths because my anger got out of control.
And more recently it has lead me to break up with my girlfriend. As I reflect (with some regret) I could have handled the situation better. Anyway I may have the opportunity to redeem myself. As it seems my ex wants to have a talk and possibly a 2nd (maybe 3rd) chance. I’m open minded and would like to talk about the issues and hopefully find a solution that works favorably (honestly I’d love if we could get back together.) For some reason I can’t seem to move passed her. Maybe we were meant to be, Maybe I’m to afraid to be alone, maybe I’m too afraid to start again. Anyway I’ll hope for the best and trust that God guides me to make the right choices.
I equate my anger to madness because it really is madness. I have almost caused deaths because my anger got out of control.
And more recently it has lead me to break up with my girlfriend. As I reflect (with some regret) I could have handled the situation better. Anyway I may have the opportunity to redeem myself. As it seems my ex wants to have a talk and possibly a 2nd (maybe 3rd) chance. I’m open minded and would like to talk about the issues and hopefully find a solution that works favorably (honestly I’d love if we could get back together.) For some reason I can’t seem to move passed her. Maybe we were meant to be, Maybe I’m to afraid to be alone, maybe I’m too afraid to start again. Anyway I’ll hope for the best and trust that God guides me to make the right choices.
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