Anhedonia
Dfn: inability to experience pleasure from normally pleasurable life events such as eating, exercise, and social/sexual interactions.
I have in the recent weeks begun to discover a declining interest in everything I used to be very passionate about. I hardly eat, hanging out with friends. I’m suddenly fixated on trying to restore my self confidence by pursuing any chick that I have an interest in. I’ve been down this road before though this time it’s less severe. I guess I have become hardened or I’m now living in some serious denial.
My inability to deal with my emotional issues has lead me to feel somewhat detached from who I’ve always believed I am. Anyway this all didn’t start yesterday. It began ever since my first heart break back in the 1990s. Anyway I seem to missing something valuable.
Think I’ll write about my various relationships….in some detail…..and maybe I’ll get some closure I so badly crave for.
I have in the recent weeks begun to discover a declining interest in everything I used to be very passionate about. I hardly eat, hanging out with friends. I’m suddenly fixated on trying to restore my self confidence by pursuing any chick that I have an interest in. I’ve been down this road before though this time it’s less severe. I guess I have become hardened or I’m now living in some serious denial.
My inability to deal with my emotional issues has lead me to feel somewhat detached from who I’ve always believed I am. Anyway this all didn’t start yesterday. It began ever since my first heart break back in the 1990s. Anyway I seem to missing something valuable.
Think I’ll write about my various relationships….in some detail…..and maybe I’ll get some closure I so badly crave for.
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