A Fling is like Bling: It goes out of style

Rebound affairs in my mind are not bad things. They serve several important purposes most notably a restoration of self esteem and self confidence. One's ego is boosted to new heights if not restored to old levels.

Last week my CFA (aka Fling) made a "loud" exit from my existence life. I must I was expecting it largely because I think she had began to suspect that I was using her as A crutch. Perhaps I was selfish....i was selfish.....but I make no apologies. It was good while it lasted and I'm grateful for the "therapy" she provided me with.

Lesson learned: I realised that escape is not always an option. You cannot always leave the past where it belongs....largely because the mind can ensnare you. Constantly bringing the past into the fore front. I have thus found myself prisoner. I have found some clarity. Got to resolve issues with myself and Beth. Somehow I now feel free. Guess I've finally gotten some closure.